This is my only life; I need it to be mine

This is my only life; I need it to be mine

I know, life is too short to be enjoyed with

But the thing is I never fulfilling this terrible condition with JOY

With any form of happiness, I even can't define yet what happiness is

I only saw a single way into it

The way that God direct

I don't even know that tomorrow alive just like today

I just need a lot of time to fix a thing

I messed up almost everything

I broke it down

Not-life living

Screwed and scattered

 

But world, I knew now

This is my only life; I need it to be mine

*slightly smiling*