Cutters are a phrase to define self-harm or self-Injury. Most of the cutters do harm themselves by making scratches or cut by sharp object (e.g. cutter, knife) in particular part of body (e.g. wrist, tight). There are a lot of purposes people doing self-harm, not to mention, expressing their feeling (stress, desperate, self-hatred), relieving their feeling (anger, sad), and people who just curious.
Not to be surprised, I am one of them, the cutters. There were very different reasons why I do that action in every circumstance that have been passed. Not to be cool, I just feel unworthy living thing, and no one cares about me and whatever I did, right? (Oh, FYI, Self harm is not suicide attempt) sometime feel freaking desperate because cannot find who my true love is (don't laugh, I am serious!), it is not talking about a girl or a boy that you can hang up with, or kiss each other then left, that's it! No it is not. It is about people who love me as I am, and people who I am going to marry with (don't judge! You will think about it too, someday!), THE TRUE LOVE. Sometime, I hate myself of being who I am, such no pride! (Don't judge, you don't know who I really am, DO YOU?) For now on, I did that JUST because I LIKE DOING THAT over and over again!
Here some of evidence about what I have done to my body :DD
Left hand
( i use unsharp object to make it like that)
( i use sharp object to do that, but not until bleedy)
Right Thigh
( obviously, i use cutter for doing this, as shown in image above)
Left Hand
(my first experience, still figure out how to do)
I am still beginner, i am not such EXTREME like the image (from video "fuckin perfect - PINK")
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