Aaah, sumpah banget! Hidup emang susah untuk ditebak ya
Jadi ceritanyaa ada cewek manis baik banget suka ke gue, tapi gue gak bisa nerima dia karena dia itu yaa, 'petakilan' daya pegas nya kenceng banget, kayak anak kecil.
selebihnya ya gue biasa aja, sumpah.
Udah lama banget dia ngilang dari kehidupan gue. Gue sengaja gak sms, gak mention2 di twitter atau facebook, biar (kata temen gue ahli curhatologist) cepet move on dari gue.
Akhir akhir ini kita dipertemukan oleh kepanitiaan, ngobrol sekenanya, biasa aja.
Terus, gue kepo dah liat2 tumblr nya dia, selama ini dia ngapain and stuff. Then I found out about something so fucking hurt
Dia udah milih cowok lain, dan cowok itu mempengaruhi hidupnya banget gitu. Sampe2 rela bela2in ke jogja gara2 si doi tanding futsal disana, naik motor, cewek, sendirian.
seketika hati gue sakit (sumpah ini bukan drama), gue ngerasa kehilangan, gue ngerasa gue butuh dia banget.
I don't understand why
The main reason of why I am leaving her alone because of her freaking attitude. I am able to Love her deep down, but she needs to change her 'particular attitude' first. And I don't think, loving someone but forcing them to change is a true concept of love. That is why I fight against it! Sound egoistic right?
The truth is, I hate her of being in crush with someone, and she serious about it. I hate myself of choosing something 'abstract' and 'uncertain' instead of her love.
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masih aktif nge blog nih algong....
hehe...
ketemu lgi di blogger gong....
iya paw :)
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