how i express my self to 27th February

how i express my self to 27th February

i wish, but i enjoy the hurt :"

I know you don't want to lose me, but do you want to keep me instead?

THE HARDEST, yes, THE FUCKING HARDEST THING!

I want you to think, that

i keep thinking :'(

it doesn't hurt, its only hurt when

but then, some though came, i have to let you go, but even worse, you already did it

i want to pretend that everything is okay, last night wasn't happened, but

   

my heart keep saying

even at the end

but, however

YOU MUST BE SUPER SPECIAL, BEING ONE OF MY SCARS

Background song : Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope